Everytime we touch - for my love for Twilight, Edward, Bella and ... Rob!

Somehow I found my passion in doing videos, just Edwards knows how the heck this could have happened. Along with my Twilight addiction came the Rob addiction, came my blog and finally making videos. My first Slave-Rob video and the Freedom-Rob video had both incredible responses which makes me truly happy!!!

But, I´m not just addicted and devoted to Rob, first came my Love for Twilight and the incredible love story. Last weekend I went through my favorites songs and *sigh* I found „everytime we touch“ and damn, I love this song. It waters my eyes. Yeeaaah, I know I´m an incredible emotional person, but hey that´s me :-)

Maybe that´s why I love Twilight so much.

Anyway, I found tons of YouTube videos with this song because it just fits so well. But my lovely Cutie encouraged me to do my own. She was right, I had fun doing it! And although this is no hot-sexy- screenlicking-Rob video I hope you like this as well.

It´s done with all my Love for Edward, Bella, Twilight and well, also Rob!

Go to YouTube and watch HQ! Don´t forget to comment and rate :-)

Enough whining !!!

It has been three days since I had to face my super hot Doc who removed some of my Wisdom. It's fine, I didn't feel wise before, so there is apparently nothing to miss. Although it was by far not as bad as I thought, I'm a little bit sniveling at the moment. MrV and Mini-E were really sweet the first days. Mini-E even watched over my sleep while MrV was already gone for work.

Mini-E watching me while I sleep

MrV took over the food part because Mini-E was a bit disgusted when I asked him to make me some mashed food. Yes they are both really cute and even let me smoke and drink coffee 'cause they both know how bitchy I get without this.

my coffee-BFF , smokes and Mini-E - everything I need to be happy

Today, Mini-E told me to stop whining and start doing stuff I neglected the last days, stuff like laundry, cooking for MrV and the promise I made to MrsRobward and her Twitter background. Apart from that he reminded me that I wanted to make a new video with his pretty face. Yes, Mini-E likes them a lot, one could say he is really flattered. Hmm, and because he was so cute the last days I promised him to do my best, but he shouldn't be so pushy!

Good things need time, sweetie!

*sigh* so I'll go on, work on it and hope I'll have something pretty good ready the next days...

this pic will definitely go into the next movie..!

It's time, It's time...

...for a new video.

Today, I'm a slave for Rob got his 1000th hit on youtube! This is fucking marvelous, amazing, spectacular and a wonderment!!! (Love Cutie for introducing me to this word - I learn so much from you all)

In the last week, I was totally overwhelmed and stunned by the reaction I got from your guys. When I first posted it, I was scared: „Will there be someone who likes it?" „ Will they hate the music?" „ Will I have more than my hits on youtube?" But the feedback I got was amazing. Actually, it has been even posted on other awesome blogs. This was seriously the biggest surprise and I'm truly proud that you guys posted my stuff on your wonderful pages. I love you all so much for this.

STY and JJ posted it on Twitarded

TwiLife posted it on her blog

Half_my-self on her Livejournal

Well, this peerless reaction made me think about a new video.

hmmmm.... *thinking process begins* .....

The pictures are easy. He's so damn pretty and adorable that I just need to screen for the pic's I like most - and those are already a lot. Okay Music. This is much harder it made me already a headache thinking about what kind of music should be in the next video. I even discussed with lovely Betti, she is plainly the music expert. We tweet around and she gave me her ideas - Love you Betti for your input! At some point I'll come back to your ideas because there were so great!

In the end, I went through my tons of music on my MacBook and found „Freedom". It just clicked! I love this song, it's just a great masterpiece of music and I chose the pics that fit hopefully to the song.

Truly, I hope you enjoy!

Note: to see it full screen go to youtube!

Rob - I'm your slave

I still cannot believe I did that!

After seeing all those beautiful pic around this week, I decided late yesterday to fight the Vanquish-Shame and do something I'd have never - ever done before.

I did a fucking video with Rob pics! I spend my whole evening trying to figure iMove out. Fortunately, this is a damn easy program, so even untalented chicks like me can work with it. Still, it took my hours to get to the final version. I'm still shaking my head over myself...

Do I have any shame left? No, I doesn't look like.

I mean, I'm 30, married and did a video with a face which definitely NOT belongs to MrV. But, I'm fucking excited! I'm glad that all my Realifers have no clue what keeps me so buys the last weeks. Anyhoo, this here raises my obsession to a new level. Honestly, this level increases steadily since I started this blog.

MrV. followed my attempt to do this and even ask me I've he could have a look.

Seriously !? I was afraid!

Showing him this video would make my unconditionally obsession real. But he didn't give up until he saw it, and guess what: MrV. was just proud of my new found moviemaking skills. He just couldn't understand why Rob is so damn sexy to me, especially the hair looks so weird. What?! His hair is just the pick of the bunch!? Men!

Anyways, here it is and all I can say is:

Rob - I'm really a slave of your hot Sexiness and I can't fight that!

Note: The scaling is a bit wired here on the blog,so If you´d like to have the full scale version, go to youtube.I have no clue how to fix that...

A Friday evening with wine and Rob

Time has changed since I'm living in the A.T. era and Friday evenings now look totally different. Normally, when Mr.V is out for a weekend I take time for myself and watch movies he'd never consider looking or just read a book or even go out with BFF.

Now, there is only one movie I'd watch and only one book - ok, actually four - I'd read. Additionally, I spend an enormous time reading all the beautiful blogs, browsing youtube for Rob-session videos and newly, I also tweet.

Yeah, life definitely has changed....

Today, I started my evening by struggling with US - German stupid license stuff and the fact that I'm far away from all those Twilight-goddies!

Most of you won't care, but I do! I care, a lot !!! I mean, really a lot!

In B.T era , it didn't matter if

• I can buy a US magazine in Germany or not ....
• I can hear a playlist from other people or watching US youtube videos.....
• I'm living in a different time zone and miss all the news because I'm sleeping....
• a movie hits my theatre months later.... (this is a very important point - keep that in mind. I'll come back to that point later - just not today)

Now, everything - every shitty thing - matters to me. I'm sure you all got my problem, but I'd like to go a bit more into detail to make sure you get the bloodiness of my situation.

Let's start with that:

not fair - I want.to.have.this. !

Yeah, I could buy it directly from US, but the prize is ridiculous! I think US prize is 9,99$ (?), here it would be 34$. Heeellloooo?? Is that fair, maybe kidding??? I guess not. Ok, at some point I might be so desperate and order it but now, I'm just pissed.

Besides that, there is a big difference in how music, TVshows and video licenses are handled in both countries. But instead of letting the people enjoy the music (I mean they could buy them afterwards!?) and video stuff, they make a problem out of it!

Actually, I just wanted to listen to Mrs. Cuties playlist:

apparently, I violate the law...

Since my evening started so distressed, I wanted to make myself happy, opened a good bottle of wine and spend nearly 1.5 hrs scanning youtube. While there is a whole lot of shit and bad videos out there, I found some really nice ones, too.

My favorite Rob is the suit-yummie Rob, but in addition I have an immense „hand" obsession and Rob has such beautiful hands. When he then runs them through his hair, I can't breathe normally anymore.

Take a deep breath for that:

Now, I feel better and have certainly a good night!

Don´t forget to breath !

Oh.My.Fucking.Gosh......

This morning while my Twi Blog research - I´m a scientist, thats why I call it like this. It sounds more like work and i don´t feel so bad when I´m actually not working - i found this at Twilight Moonlighter aka Pillow Bitters and she got it from Aime.

So take your time and enjoy! Don´t forget to breath!

I´m stunned ! My heart is going on a rollercoaster ride. My pulse tears. I need a cigarette, right know !!!